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It seems the curse of my life is women… Don’t get me wrong, I happen to like women, their smell, their look, their idiosyncrasies… but it never fails that I start a relationship with one and they end up having great expectations from me, which is a lark as I am barely able to maintain my sanity from day to day, let alone deal with someone who is demanding consistency from me…

But for once in my life I find myself single and it is something that has created such a sense of freedom and completeness it is unreal. I am not bound to anyone save for staying coherent for my daughter. I promised her I wouldn’t loose myself in the chaos. Funny that a seven year old girl can keep me in line, but to her I owe everything…

Now if I can just shed myself of the remnants of my past. They cling to me like ticks. They cost me money. They cost me sleep…

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The weekend is almost on me and I should be happy about that. But in fact it leaves me feeling cold. My thoughts are racing and swirling and nothing seems to keep me interested. I don’t know anymore what it is that makes me happy. It has been so long it seems a foreign concept to me.  I have a friend on my mind today… a number of them actually, all calling out for help and support. It is hard when one feels like they are in no condition to help. Sometimes I feel like I am barely able to maintain. Somedays I have my moments and the world as a whole seems just fine…

Sometimes I think that there will be no peace in this world until we all find peace within ourselves…

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